| When I was young our family dog, Kima (a husky) sniffed me. It tickled and felt good. I new it was wrong, but I liked it. Later her licked at my bikini bottoms and I liked that even more...so I let him. I knew that was wrong, too, but, still, I would sneak off with him whenever I could and let his wonderful tongue drive me crazy. Then I discovered boys, but sometimes I would still sneak off with Kima. And my interest did not end there. As I learned more about boys "parts" and their reactions, I ventured to "experiment" with Kima. I knew it was "sick", but it turned me on so much I could hardly stand it. I loved giving Kima a bath, because that gave me the one good excuse I could offer myself for feeling his sheath and "washing" his cock. When I learned about prostate cancer, I had a good excuse to "help" Kima relieve himself....so he would never get cancer. I admit that I was terribly tempted to do more, but I just could not get the courage to go that far.I married at 19 and our sex life was good, but there were times when my husband was licking me that I wished it was Kima. I felt guilty about it, but it thrilled me all the same. When Kima died, I cried and cried. Two years ago, Ron, my husband bought me a husky pup to replace my Kima. For over a year I was able to avoid my "temptations". Then, one hot Summer afternoon, after one too many glasses of wine, while sunning in the backyard, I let Victor, our pup, sniff between my legs. Nobody was around (we live in the country) so I opened my legs. Sure enough, he licked me. I was in heaven. I pulled my bikini bottoms aside and let him lick me into the absolute fits of powerful orgasms. After that, whenever I could, I would let my Victor pleasure me. Then came time to give him his bath and I could not resist. The feeling of his hot organ in my hands, thrusting crazily, pounding a mile a minute and spraying all over made me cum without touching myself. After that I would take him walking down by the creek, just so he would get muddy and I could "give him a bath".I felt guilty about this, like I always did. But this time I used the internet and learned that, not only am I not completely crazy, but that I am not the only one. Beastforum has opened my eyes, helped me to accept and love myself and opened my mind to that one thing I longed to do so long ago, but never dared. All the descriptions and stories I have read here have convinced me. I will do more. I know now that I want to feel his penis touch my lips...maybe even to taste his sprays and cum. And I know, now, that someday I will have the courage to feel his penis push inside of me.It is driving me crazy! I know I will do it! I know I will! I dream of it when Ron licks me! I dream of it when he is pounding inside of me! Part of me thinks it is cheating, but another part of me thinks I am cheating myself if I don't.I just wanted to thank you all for being here....for helping me. |
